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[Jonin420]

and you already griefd NC once I checked the snitches at vlountarist oasis and you were trying to break blocks there and you were perld by Crimson_luna leaving NC the city you griefed once

[FynalSlash]

Let's get some context on that instead of making it sound like I said she should, in real life, literally and physically end her mortal existence.

Some player made a comment about me pk "killing" Conan, as in hunting her down angrily in game, I then said "hopefully she'll kill herself." I think the distinction between allowing one's self to fall or starve in MineCraft and actually wishing a child would be pushed to literal real life suicide... is a pretty big and important difference. So, please stop equivocating the two. It was nasty to say, sure. It was not equal to what you are trying to equivocate it, no.

I was in the wrong for flipping out last night. I've not argued that. I'm still not arguing that. I just wanted to explain my reasons. But I see you're still just defending my attacker.

[Commander]

so what exactly is it you want at this point?

[FynalSlash]

Just some acknowledgement. To be understood. That I came here to make friends, thought I had.. got shit on instead. Conan likes to say she's joking. But consistently day after day telling people they're stupid, worthless, pointless, and no one likes them is not a "joke". I tried to address it with her. No change. I tried to address it with everyone else. They defended it. Jonin most of all. So I finally fired back. And got a chat ban and told why I was the bad guy. It feels.. wrong. It feels shitty. That people who are supposed to be your friends don't stand up for you, but will for the person talking down to you. All I really want at this point is that acknowledged. I realize no one here is going to be my friend at this point and that they never were.. that MY apology will never come. And I feel stupid. And shitty. For having invested so much wasted time. And I feel bad for having lost it. But talking wasn't getting me heard.

[SavanahMile]

Yesterday when this all started it seemed like you were just having a bad day, like something went wrong irl and you were frustrated.  But then you would not accept help, just seemed to want or need a fight.  Is there something else your really mad at? because all this just seemed so out of the blew.  Figure out what has you so mad, shake it off and think of a resolution

[FynalSlash]

Kind of trivializing to put it that way. I've told you the reason. Jonin's said nothing about that reason. Where's Conan's apology? Where's her consequences?

[Sanjuro79]

Hello! So here's what happened with my first encounter with Fynal that I remember very vividly, of course, it just happened last night.  I beamed up to help escort my friend Mage that I just invited to the server over Skype.  When I beamed up, within 3 seconds I was attacked by Fynal when he still had all of his stuff. My instincts kicked in fast enough to kill him before I was murdered. I had 1 1/2 hearts and when he respawned, he continued punching me and I had half a heart. I beamed down, escaping his wrath. My god, I also just collected all of my building materials for a house I was going to start building once I find a good spot!  Meiva is beautiful by the way ^.^ smiley

[FynalSlash]

Your friend attacked me first. I killed him before he could kill me. Then you both came back with weapons, so I attacked you both.
Maybe tell your friend not to pvp people in the teleport area.

[Sanjuro79]

My friend didn't even know where to GO at the time. He didn't even know you had to talk to the captains! He just joined 2 minutes before I even beamed up! Stop lying!

[FynalSlash]

He fist punched me a couple times. Maybe he's young. Maybe he didn't know. I don't know. And I don't really care to debate it anymore.

[FynalSlash]

Anyway, Conan apologized. Which I appreciate. I think that's as much resolution as I'm going to get. Sav, stone, signs, glowstone all replaced. I'll leave you guys be.

[Jonin420]

well I was on so your story has flaws fynal the first person to die was fynalslash and sanjuro says it was self defence, I came up there and seen fynal and alphamage fighting and perld them both then after talking to them ended up releasing them later when they beamed up you started attacking them in front of us and were repearld

[JohnLennon1997]

really? your blaming Conan? And you can't take insults from a twelve year old? Take responsibility for your own action, and stop blaming everyone you can find.

[FynalSlash]

Okay. I was in the wrong. Whatever you want. I don't care anymore. You're not even trying to tell me what a resolution would be. You're just trying to make sure I'm found in the wrong. So, sure. I'm in the wrong. That's... not even what I care about. Keep the stuff from my wife as restitution then.

[FynalSlash]

That's right. 12. Not 3. She's a big girl. She's been wiping her own ass for years now. She's old enough to understand and choose her own behavior. It's not about "blaming". Or saying I'm in the right. Because I haven't done either of those. Jesus. I just wanted to stop being torn down.